“I feel like I am so far behind in life that I will never catch up. Everyone is doing so many things with their lives. I am just here. Frozen. I have been a ghost for years. I wonder if that is all I will ever be.”—
“Being suicidal and living for others is the most drowning feeling ever”— Why can’t I find a reason to live for myself?
i don’t want this body, this mind, i don’t want this. i want out
I need you. But you’re not here for me anymore.